One day i was on my bedroom, sitting there up in my bed with my laptop on my lap. I don't know, maybe i was watching some films or just casually reading tweets at that time. I'm out of time, i don't know what time it was because it's holiday, when i'm on holiday i suddenly will forget everything, especially time. But suddenly, a light passed through my window, i instantly stopped whatever i was into and then looked at it, i was mesmerized for a long time. It was breathtaking, i never experienced something like this before. It's very beautiful, i wanted to live on that moment forever.
DIAMOND IN THE SKY #1
My vision is suddenly dawn
The bright orange yet seductive purple light passed through my window pane
I was never one who appreciate this kind of moment
Until now, that i think of something familiar
And i just realized that i’ve always been
It's not that i never got to experience that kind of moment, it's the problem that i never fully got to appreciate it. It has always been there. But i was blinded by what's in front of me. If only i look elsewhere and have my mind open. It's a little thing that i should appreciate and thankful of. On the next day, i was on a car en route from my home to West Jakarta. I'm only halfway there, because it took approximately 45 minutes to get there i used to sleep or if i'm woke enough i'll listen to some songs to chill myself up. That morning i decided not to sleep, because... of the light and darkness, and in between. It is pretty fascinating, my left was completely dark and blue ━yet my right... it's very light and i could see the sun hanging just there at the very bottom of the sky.
DIAMOND IN THE SKY #2
Everything is blue
Blue for a moment
Whether i am on the right path or not
I searched for light, on instant
Deciding where’s east and west
Oh, you would not know how relieved i am
As i see the bit of light painting the eastern sky
I hovered my sight to the left, still blue and dawn
As i looked forward, i hope everything will be just right as this moment
That even though i am in the wrong
Or i lost my path
I can still see both sides
To fully appreciate everything is very hard, but i learned that at least when i finally aware of its well being⎼ try to make meaning of it. Big or small, its existence must have a meaning.