December 25, 2017


Have you ever sat on a sofa or being somewhere just there particularly not doing anything, and then you start to notice your surrounding.... so you begin to think about it. Well, for an example, every time it rains i'll instantly stop whatever i'm doing and then search for a window where i could see it or if i'm in a secluded area i'll try to find the source of the rain sound. After i found what i seek, i'll just stare at it... and sometimes words... poetic words occupies my mind.

One day i was on my bedroom, sitting there up in my bed with my laptop on my lap. I don't know, maybe i was watching some films or just casually reading tweets at that time. I'm out of time, i don't know what time it was because it's holiday, when i'm on holiday i suddenly will forget everything, especially time. But suddenly, a light passed through my window, i instantly stopped whatever i was into and then looked at it, i was mesmerized for a long time. It was breathtaking, i never experienced something like this before. It's very beautiful, i wanted to live on that moment forever.

Mar 5
#DITS #Sapphire02 

My vision is suddenly dawn 
The bright orange yet seductive purple light passed through my window pane 
I was never one who appreciate this kind of moment 
Until now, that i think of something familiar 
And i just realized that i’ve always been 

It's not that i never got to experience that kind of moment, it's the problem that i never fully got to appreciate it. It has always been there. But i was blinded by what's in front of me. If only i look elsewhere and have my mind open. It's a little thing that i should appreciate and thankful of. On the next day, i was on a car en route from my home to West Jakarta. I'm only halfway there, because it took approximately 45 minutes to get there i used to sleep or if i'm woke enough i'll listen to some songs to chill myself up. That morning i decided not to sleep, because... of the light and darkness, and in between. It is pretty fascinating, my left was completely dark and blue ━yet my right... it's very light and i could see the sun hanging just there at the very bottom of the sky.

Mar 6
#DITS #Sapphire02 

Everything is blue 
Blue for a moment 
I wonder 
Whether i am on the right path or not 
I searched for light, on instant 
Deciding where’s east and west 
Oh, you would not know how relieved i am 
As i see the bit of light painting the eastern sky 
I hovered my sight to the left, still blue and dawn 
As i looked forward, i hope everything will be just right as this moment 
That even though i am in the wrong 
Or i lost my path 
I can still see both sides 

6 A.M.  

To fully appreciate everything is very hard, but i learned that at least when i finally aware of its well being⎼ try to make meaning of it. Big or small, its existence must have a meaning.

December 22, 2017

Film that catches my heart

I promised myself that i will make a list of my favorite films. Well, i really like to watch film, so here i listed a few of my favorite!

Here's some more!
  • 13 Going on 30
  • Star Wars Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back
  • Star Trek (2009)
  • Star Trek Beyond (2016)
  • The Best of Me
  • Never Let Me Go
  • No Strings Attached
  • Iron Man (2008)
  • Cinderella (2015)
  • First Daughter
  • Beauty and the Beast (2017)
  • Romeo & Juliet (2013)
  • Brooklyn